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    February 28

    BIG sisters, Big Headaches...

    Sleep has been short supply the past week, as Aiden's lil' body fights this ugly stomach bug. We've figured out what will often 'trigger' the puke-fest, so we avoid those, so puking is at a minimum, but the diahrrea...
    we've been thru like 8 diapers in one morning. His poor lil bum bum. Needless to say, he's up lots at night too, often waking Eryn as well (He's better able to sleep thru her rukus, than she is, his).  He's now had a week of puke, and I forgot to buy more laundry detergent today...damn.
     
    So both Gary & I are pretty beat.
     Luckily, it's not the contagious kind of virus, because the rest of us are fine...THAT's a relief.
     
    Eryn is ripe into her toddlerhood. EVERYTHING is hers. and poor Aiden, he crawls over to be near her, interested in what she's doing. If he stays back, he's fine, but then he gets too curious and crawls onto her toys, or trys to play too, and she just SCREAMS!  NO AIDEN NO AIDEN  , then pushes him over. He crys, naturally.  I've even seen him crawling toward her, she starts to scream, he stops, sits on his bum, looks at her screaming at him, then begins to cry...not even having touched her toys yet.   poor guy.
     
    We're going to have to start laying down the law now, and implementing the 'time-out' chair or naughty chair. She's got to begin to learn NOT to push  & shove &  to share toys.   She's been able to show some self restraint when asked to, or bargained with, so she's smart enought to start controling her own behaviour.
     
    Today, I went to 'Stupidstore' for groceries. They have big grocery trollies there, that can sit 2 toddlers side by side. This was our first trip out, just me & the kidlets, getting groceries with them sidebyside. (With the regular trolleys, I've put Aiden in the front seat & Eryn stands in the big basket, she loves that)
    It was a challenging trip, definately trying my patience. Eryn was great, the first 15 minutes, excited that Aiden was beside her, she kept hugging him. Then she turned into .."Eryn, The Force To Be Wreckond With".
    She would grab anything she could reach, off the shelves, baskets, bins, stands. When she wasn't doing that, she was throwing stuff OUT of the trolley, or trying to get into the goodies that were in the trolley. When she wasn't doing that she was picking on her brother, pushing him up against the side of the trolley, or trying to push his head forward into the handlebar. ERGH!!!  She was driving me nutso!   If they were at least the same age.....no wait, nevermind,....toddlerhood is toddlerhood..we still all gotta go thru it...
     
    I got a few pics of Eryn & AIden in the trolley together, in the happier times, the first 15 minutes...
    enjoy....
     
     
    February 24

    Playtime - vs- Puketime

    Another busy week nearly over.
    Yesterday Eryn had a real treat because she not only got to meet up with Lauren to play at the mall, Lauren also came over for dinner and some playtime, later in the day.
    Eryn was so excited to see Lauren at the play pit at the mall. When they were running around playing, sometimes Eryn would stop and say, in her precious little toddler voice that mispronounces most of the words, yet they are still intelligible..."  Where'd Lauren go?"  then she'd yell out, real loud -  "LAUREN!"  while looking around for her. The two of them eventually discovered that - mommies come running when we exit the play area...ooo...this is a fun game. Then, we knew it was time to leave.
     
    Later, Steph brought Lauren over for dinner. Her & Ju had some work-ending-over-lap-confict, so we were happy to have Lauren for dinner and play. Lauren LOVED eating the chow mein I made and she  loved Sirius, our dog. and she LOVED all the stuff we have around to jump on...like the couch, the old crib matress we leave out. Eryn delighted in showing her , her toys and showing her how to climb up & over the  back of the couch. It was a great visit and it went far to wear Erynout for bedtime....where she slept the whole night thru..and IN her bed.
     
    Today I have my post-partum support group to go to. Aiden's been a bit 'puke prone' the last couple days, so although there is free childminding during the  meeting, I don't want the wonderful ladies there to be cleaning up puke, nor do I want Aiden being uncomfortable & tired. Aiden's Nana will watch him for a couple hours this afternoon.  So far this week, he's puked all over me twice, all over Gary once, and all over himself each time, plus once in the carseat, all over the belts and seat  -YUK!   Nothin' like the rancid foul smelling sour baby puke to wake ya up in the mornin'!!!
     
    Gary & I are planning to take Eryn swimming this weekend. I'll have to ask 'Nana' if she can watch Aiden then too. It'll be more fun for us if we can go with just Eryn and play...instead of each having a babe to worry about.  Then another time we'll take them both.  Gary's promised to take some pictures  this time, so that I'm in them. I said yeah, great...take them of me when we go to the POOL.  We'll see how they turn out before I decide to post them here!! hahaha
     
     
    Here's some pics I took yesterday, of our adventures.
    I hope all my readers have a GREAT weekend...remember, it's only as great as YOU make it!
    it's YOUR responsibility!
     
    February 22

    Revenge of the Quirk

    Anyone who knows me really well, knows that I have a problem with sunglasses.
    Namely, keeping track of them.
    I've been thru a few pair of Serengeti's. Great glasses, expensive, but great.  I've had at least 3 different pair of Serengeti's, but have lost them all. 
     The longest I've ever held onto a pair, was when I had the little string that attaches to them, so they hang around your neck when you're not wearing them. That worked great for me, even for a couple years,  until the leather strap broke, then, within a week of that, I'd lost them...again!
     
    So, I'd given up on expensive sunglasses. I started buying cheap-o ones. Sirius broke my last cheap-o pair, in December, by sitting on them.
    Last week, I went and bought another pair. These matched my new spring jacket, great, I thought, too cute.... But after wearing them twice, they started to fall apart. So I returned them. I picked out another pair, and left. 
    I made a couple more stops before heading home. I got home & realized I couldn't find my new pair.
    I looked everywhere.
    I'm guessing I lost my new pair before I even left the mall.
    I didn't get that string for them  quick enough.
    I got home and Gary says, so how are the new sunglasses....
    I said..what new sunglasses?...I lost them already.
    That has got to be my record! 
     I've never lost a pair of sunglases within an hour of buying them before!
    SO
    I will ensure I have a  neck strap for my next pair, BEFORE I buy them.
    but I'd really like another pair of Serengeti's!!!!
    I'm trying to convince Gary!
     
     
     
    February 18

    Opportunists & Beggars

    Such a glorious and interesting morning;
    We decided, when the kids got up & fed etc. in the morning, we'd head to Granville Island, and watch Eryn chase pigeons, while we sat & drank hot chocolate in the sunshine( and maybe eat something yummy from the market) We invited Gary's folks along too. It's great having a mini-van!  We got down to the Island at the perfect time, right after everything is open, but before it got too busy. WE had no trouble parking (which can be  a real hassle there). We had a great time watching Eryn wear herself out chasing the whole flock of pigeons, and seagulls...no geese there today.
     
    I got Eryn 2 small cookies from the baker. She was running around, chasing the birds, with her cookie in hand. I knew it wouldn't be long before it happend, and finally it did. The seagull turned, and took her cookie, right from her hand.
    THEN
    it swallowed it in one big gulp!
    Eryn just stood there in complete dismay (we were peeing ourselves laughing)
    then she screamed at the top of her lungs  -NO !!   MY COOKIE!!
    then she started chasing the seagull again.
    I couldn't blame the seagull, really..it was just doing what's in its nature.
     It saw an opportunity, and it TOOK it !
    It didn't just worry the opportunity away, or think about it so long, it missed it.
     
    I did manage to capture it on film. I got a photo of Eryn chasing the seagull, then I got one right after it took her cookie and swallowed it. You can see the big fat neck of the bird as it tried to swallow a whole cookie....tooooo funny!
     
    Mae had a great time just holding onto Aiden and watchin Eryn do her thing.  We headed back inside to grab a bite before we left. We knew the kids would sleep as soon as we got home, so we'd better feed'em now.  The market there is such a fun & lively place to sit & watch for a while. There were wandering musicians, which Eryn loved!, lots of kids to see, lots of foods to smell. She devoured a piece of hawaiian pizza (her favourite) and Aiden got to sample his first taste of pizza  (he eats anything though, he doesn't discriminate too much..paper, dog food, puzzle pieces, keys..whatever)
     
    There was a balloon 'magician' there too. He made Eryn a special heart balloon with a teddy bear (cause she loves bears) There is soooo much yummy stuff in the market, it's hard not to buy something of everything. I even left with a special treat for Sirius , (who had to stay home ) I got him a smoked veal bone, it's HUGE! He's probably still slobbering all over it right now.
     
    While Gary was off chasing Eryn, and Bill was off getting himself another coffee, I was standing there, outside onthe pier,  with Mae & Aiden. This guy walks up to us, introduces himself, says he's sorry to bother us, but could we please give him some money for breakfast because he's got AIDS and stuff... blah blah blah
     
    I told him no.   
    I won't give money to beggars anymore. Not after the BLEEP. He left, and went on to the next 'sucker'.
     Beggars are just people stuck in the perspective that their environment controls them. Or they're just looking to take money, from people who will give it to them.
    But I was kickin' myself , because I wanted to asked him what having AIDS has to so with me giving him money? It just struck me as so ridiculous. I understand it, but , it's still ridiculous.
    There is a big difference between 'beggars'  & 'opportunists'.
     
     
     
    I got lots of pictures, it was a great sunny morning.  And , just as we expected, right as we were leaving, by noon, it was super busy and someone was even willing to wait for US to leave, to have our parking spot. Imagine, seeing us all coming, how long it would take to load us all up...let's see, an infant into his car seat, a toddler into her car seat, then Grandma,  Grandpa, Gary, me plus loading up the stroller and miscellaneous bags, scarves & what not.  whew....  yup it was really busy by the time we left.   What a great way to start the morning though!  now it's nearly 2pm and the kids are still alseep.
    enjoy the pics...
     
     
     
     
    February 17

    Aquarium Adventures

    With the return of the sunny weather, I had such an 'itchin' to go back to the Aquarium. Last time we went, we got rained-out of the Beluga show. No big deal though, because we have a membership. Eryn can wear herself out there in 2 hours, but you can't see the whole aquarium in 2hours. My girlfriend Stacey was off work, so she and Jackson were able to join us.  Eryn spent as much time crawling & climbing over all the rocks at the front of the displays, as she did watching the fish. She was very excited to see the Belugas, while eating lunch. She did not hesitate to do her loudest Beluga impersonation. She spent alot of time squealing with delight and exploring the environment. She loved watching the sea otters. She was running back in forth infront of their window as they swam by...squealing, of coarse.
     
    I decided to load Aiden in the big back-pack, because I knew I'd be chasing Eryn around and would eventually, inadvertently, leave the stroller to go grab her..I don't like doing that. That's why there are few pics of Aiden, cause he was behind me. He loves being in the pack. He's never once complained being in there, he grabs a big chunk of my hair, and hangs on. He even fell asleep in it.
     
    Jackson kept asking to see the crabs, and was the best at spotting them. Jackson was great at sharing his lunch when Eryn was demanding 'fries'. I got ots of pictures of Jackson & Eryn, but mostly of the back of their heads. I can't get infront of them, as they're looking at the fish tanks.
    It was a good thing the sun was warm, because the wind & temp's were an the cold side for us lower-mainland-weather-wimps.
    When we left, I stopped at the gift shop to get Eryn a whale. I got her a baby beluga for teh bathtub, that squirts water. She loves it, and has taken it to skeep with her. She calls it  baby booga, cause she can't say be-lu-ga.
     
    Great day, can't wait to go bacK AGAIN!!!!
    here's the pics.
     
     
    February 14

    It's about 'bleeping' time...

    Whew
    It's about time
    I finally finished watching 'THAT' movie. It's alot to process & absorb.
     
    I think I  'get it' though.
    Now I have to practice it.
     
     
    WHO is the observer?
    research has shown, that our brain doesn't know the difference between actually DOING something and just imagining us doing said thing.  If that's the case, then how do we see, for example?
    Is it our eyes that see?
    Or is it our brains that see?
    And where is the observer?
    Are we our brains? or eyes? 
    Us as 'observer' is ethereal, science can't yet say WHERE or WHO we are in our bodies, the sense of 'us' or our soul/spirit. 
    We don't reside in our brains
    our brains are just a tool
    that we can use to create whatever the hell we want.
     
     
    The other thing that still resonates with me this morning, is,
    the idea that we are addicted to our emotions.
    Now I'm  begining  to understand how these bodies work, how our emotions work, and that we can just observe our emotions, we don't have to BE our emotions, it makes me start wondering about all kinds of things.
    LOVE
    for example.
    Are we in love with a person?
    or are we in love with how that person makes us feel, because we're addicted to emotions?
    So
    If our 'loved one'  begins to behave differently, and does not make us feel the same way,  are we still in love?
     
    whew, so much goin on at 6:30 am
     
    Time to stop pondering
    and
    begin creating my day
    just the way I want it to be.
     
    Whew, that's alot of power
    and with great power comes great responsability....
     
    February 10

    Bleepity Bleep

    OK
    So, What the BLEEP?
    Here's the bleep
     
    Since watching that movie (see previous post for more detail)
    I haven't been able to forget what I've heard,learned,perceived,discovered,understood,knew-to-be-true.
    or
    I DON't want to forget,
    either way
    Life has taken on a new direction....
    WHATEVER  bloody direction I wanna it to take !!!!
     
    What can be learned from that movie, is so powerful, it's nearly overwhelming.
    It challenges you to take responsability for yourself & your life.
    I can understand how that can feel overwhelming in itself.
    It would mean no longer being a victim, no more blaming others, no longer lashing out at those close to you, or allowing yourself to become enraged in traffic, line-ups, or at the stupid antics of the mass populus.
    We get so used to blaming, assuming things are beyond our control, or out of our reach.
    Basically our entire reality is a mass 'placebo effect'
     
    Needlesstosay, my day-to-day life has begun to change.
    My anxiety and stress levels have certainly dissapated. Not gone entirely, but I understand it now and understanding is the first step.
     
    So I can stop myself.
     
    After watching that movie, I'm just itchin' to get into a university philosophy class, or upper lvl cognitive psychology class.  I remember taking them WAY back when..and I remember it was streching my limits (at the time) of comprehension. But NOW...I could really get 'into' that.
     
     
    So , I will continue to BLEEP my way along
    It helps that the bloody SUN has appeared again here, after a LONG hiatus,
     but I've had a great week, since tuesday.
     
    I wish all my friends, family & readers everywhere, a great weekend!!!!!
     
    cheers!
    February 08

    What the Bleep?

    I've always had a passing interest in quantum 'mechanics' and the 'new' physics.
    This movie that I saw last night (which was recommended by my counselor) not only helps 'regular' people understand quantum physics, it challenges you to consider all the possibilities. It challenges you to try and step outside the 'box' you live in, just even for a moment, and consider......
    I love challenging my thinking & the paradigm's we live in.
    This movie just blew my mind.
    Actually I haven't even finished watching it (it's over 2hrs)  but I needed time to digest all that is being suggested.
    WHAT the heck would this have to do with counciling? and (post-partum)depression?
    watch the movie & you should be able to figure it out.
    That's my challenge to you....my friends, family & readers 
    (well, not really a 'challenge'..just, go rent the freakin' movie & broaden your horizons)
    it's called:  "What the Bleep Do We Know"
    OR: coming this february for new release
     "What The Bleep; Down The Rabbit Hole"
     
    I'm gonna have a great day!
     
     
     
    February 04

    ok, so who's buildin' the arc?

    The west coast here, had a ferocious storm make landfall early this morning. Though there are quite a few extremely tall, lanky trees nearby, non fell over. But the backyard fence was not as fortunate. Nearly the entire cedar fence was blown down across the backyard. Mind you, it was in a  slightly dilapitated state, but now it is in a horizontal state..hehehe   Luckily, Sirius is a smart dog, he knows where home is. He might wander off a bit to follow a cat, bird, squirell or other antagonist, but he wouldn't 'run away'.  I'm not sure how long it will take the landlords to repair/build new fence, but I'm guessing it won't be this weekend, hehehe.
    So, next week I must be sure to get Sirius proper 'dog tags' and 'liscenses'  in case he's 'picked up'  , while 'out-of-bounds'.
     
    So, not only has it rained, pretty much NON-STOP since mid-december, but this nasty wind storm, that drove the rain sideways, into your face, at about  60k/h. So, I'm officially tired of the rain now. We've had, soft gentle rains, misty rains, pouring rains, driving rains, scattered showers, spring rains, torrential rains and it's coming up on 2 months of non-stop rain.  "liquid sunshine'     yes, it's a liquid...it's definately not sunshine though.
     
    So what with the tsunami's, earthquakes, eruptions, massive hurricanes, increasingly milder winters, and now all this bloody rain...I'm just wondering who is going to start on the arc?  I mean with the increased cost of softwood, and steel and all basic building materials, certainly indicates and increase in demand, so maybe SOMEONE is building the arc...I just hope it's someone in my neighborhood.
     
     
     
    In other news,
    Aiden is rapidly approaching 9 months (on the 7th of Feb).
    Out of curiosity, I looked thru Eryn's photo's , when she was 9 months.
    She was sure a lil' devil by then already.
    So I had to post some side-by-sides here to compare babykins